Maybe Memories

fondu666 @ 2008-09-18T02:20:00

2008-09-18T06:25:05Z

Sorry it seems like that came out of nowhere...

I have no ties to 9-11 but i have a very very close friend who lost his father... and i didnt lose anyone in 9-11 but he and i have a common ground... we have both experienced loss unexpected. Not by disease or virus... just by chance or slight of hand...

we deal. just so you know. we deal. and we will continue too. fuck it.

fondu666 @ 2008-09-12T01:46:00

2008-09-12T05:48:06Z

Fuck that.

Imagine being best friends with someone who lost their father.

Oakfield Ave in bellmore being name after him. Dumbasses. You have no idea what it is like experience murder. I do. Live it.

And then express it.

fondu666 @ 2007-11-21T01:24:00

2007-11-21T06:29:36Z

Oh man. It's been a long while.

I haven't been on a computer in so long, between not caring and wanting to be around people in real life and being busy, it just hasn't happened.

There's much, but I'm down for a quickie, so I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

New job= awesome. Bartending at the Bayou, always there behind the bar friday and saturday nights, come see me.

Dariusz= awesome. We had our one year in october. I only get to see him once a week when he visits, but that's okay. He's doing well, working at a microbiology lab, growing into an adult and whatnot. Love him to pieces.

School= starting soon. Tons of big good stuff going down.

Social scene= sweet. I miss seeing some people, but I'm doing what I can, and I love the new people that have entered my life.

PS. The summer was amazing. I could not have had more fun. AMAZING.

Yea, so amazing.

Payce.

fondu666 @ 2007-03-08T22:38:00

2007-03-09T03:40:08Z

Here's to taking a mothafucka off the street. I just wanted everyone to know dude is in jail for 25+.

On a more depressing note... This whole thing hurts. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Two more days and maybe I'll have some closure. I'm going to miss them terribly...

PS: I didn't realize people who don't even like me still read this. Uh, why? I can't imagine the asshole without a life who reads my livejournal and than gets pleasure out of a misfortune. Petty, petty, petty. Some people will never grow up it seems.

fondu666 @ 2007-02-28T23:15:00

2007-03-01T04:19:23Z

You have made me boring.

At least you introduced me to culture.

I don't know what to do. Everything is about to break down.

Everything has already started to break down. It was happy times while it lasted.

Those kinds of things don't last long unfortunarely.

fondu666 @ 2007-02-12T18:22:00

2007-02-12T23:28:58Z

Um yea, downtown albany is whack sometimes.

I get home from work yesterday, go next door to Dariusz's, chilled for awhile, needed to pick a few things up from the store on the corner, it's literally like 7 houses down from where we live.

On the way back, we hear someone running really fast behind us, we didn't think anything of it, and instead of hearing the running go past us, we both get grabbed from behind around the neck and shoved against the wall of a house.

This dude has a gun and is waving it in my face telling me to empty my pockets, telling me to give him our wallets and I get shoved a couple more times and grabbed by the neck.

With his other hand he pushes Dariusz and sticks the gun in his mouth.

It was fucking scary and then Dariuz realizes, after getting the gun shoved in his mouth that it's fake and he goes to hit the guy and the guy shoves the two of us.

The whole time I'm screaming that we don't have any money, (which we didn't, I only brought a few dollars with me for the things we needed because of a situation like this), and he grabs me by the neck and i throw the few quarters that I had in my pocket in his hand.

He just looks at them, drops them on the floor and takes off running. We walk a couple of steps to our place, and call 911.

We spent the rest of the night in the police station giving statements and descriptions, and getting pictures taken of our injuries.

I only had a few scratches on my neck and chest, but Dariusz's lip was purple and his mouth and tooth was bleeding. Thank god he was with me.

Getting mugged sucks so hard, it was terrifying.

fondu666 @ 2007-01-05T21:50:00

2007-01-06T02:51:30Z

oh yes... who got promoted? This bitch did.

fondu666 @ 2006-11-12T18:33:00

2006-11-12T22:33:39Z

Awesome fucking weekend.

Friday got home from work at 6ish, AJ was up visiring Dariusz which was awesome cuz that kid is cool people.

The boy and Bob threw a sick party, madd people showed up and a good fuckin time was had, Bob had some Rockland peeps up, Joe was here, it was sweet.

Halfway through Elizabeth and I went to the boy's place on Washington cuz Jon had told me they were going to have a little shindig. Saw Loper, Cheech, Dan, Goonan, Jess, Durkin, Brock, and Jon, chilled for awhile. Everyone was drinking and feeling nice and we danced around and shit, then left to go back to the other party.

Saturday was even better, woke up, chilled with everyone, then Dariusz and I got ready and went to the mall to do some shopping which was great.

Later that night Bob, Elizabeth, and I went to a show in Troy, THE Grateful Dead tribute band, we saw Gage, Hippie Jon, Leah, and a couple of other Trojans. Bob, Liz, and I went up to the second floor, oh man we were goin crazy, I dance partied like no other, it was hott.

They played from like 9:30-1:30am, then we headed back to Albany where there were people partying at the boy's place, Bob and I won a couple games of pong, danced some more, and the four of us passed out. Woke up, was lazy all day.

Sweetmess.

We can't wait to hit up another show.

fondu666 @ 2006-11-01T14:28:00

2006-11-01T18:28:52Z

Shit's been crazy, but amazing. This year just keeps getting better, met so many new fucking sweet people.

Halloween was rockin too. Dariusz and I were naughty/evil doctor and nurse, we both looked awesome. Will, Bob, Rebecca, D, and I went to a house party, only stayed for like one beer cuz it was too crowded, then we went back to the house, took a couple more tequila shots, then went out. We were going to go to Cagney's but we weren't sure if Rebecca would get in so we went to Chubbies.

It was pretty poppin, saw Goonan there, he was drunk, we were drunk, we met some funny people, good times. Called Hippie John wasted and walked two doors over to the boys place. Saw Julia, Whitney, Brock, Noam, Durkin, Emerson, chilled for like 5-10 minutes, left, got pizza, and then D and I went home and passed out. Pictures soon.

Good times, good fuckin people, and an amazing boy. Everyday. YEAH MAN.

fondu666 @ 2006-10-25T12:02:00

2006-10-25T16:08:24Z

CRAZY WEEKEND.

AMAZING WEEKEND.

Friday night just chilled with Dariusz, Mike, and Bob, FUN times.

Saturday night had a party at my house. It was great. Everyone got really wasted and like 50 people showed up and everyone just got along and no one was trying to like hook up with anyone else and there was no drama and all my friends are so awesome that everyone just got along REALLY well, it was one of the most awesome party environments I have ever been in. And my reputation has remained intact.

Oh man, Kevin showed up and Geneva and all of the girls, and Kevin and Jay from the bookstore, and Liz and Shun were there, and Derrick and Durkin and Jess and Hippie John and yea it rocked soooo hardcore. People didn't leave till like 5am.

Sunday Dariusz came home and we hung out all night which was equally amazing after a crazy night without him.

Phil and Nick are coming up this weekend! Woooooooooooooooo!

And it's Halloween soon!

fondu666 @ 2006-10-16T12:45:00

2006-10-16T16:45:56Z

Awesome weekend. Friday night drank with some people, Rebecca, my boy, and Kayleigh. Saw Bob and Chris later on that night and Chris apologized, which was exactly the right thing to do and now we're all kewl.

Saturday, woke up, hung out all day with my boy, went to get some McDonalds so we could get fat, Super Wal-mart was a stop later that evening. The boy cooked an awesome meal as usual for dinner. That night after dinner we started drinking, beat a couple of people in beer pong cuz we rock hardcore as a team.

Sunday had to be the best though. Kayleigh, D, Bob, Fun with Dick and Jane, food, smoke, MARIO PARTY, Flava Flav, beat Bob's butt in the last game of Mario Party, sleep.

Shower in a few, work today, and figured out the Halloween costume.
Erykah + Dariusz= Little Red Riding Hood and The Big Bad Wolf.

Couple costumes are so cheesy they make me smile hard.

fondu666 @ 2006-10-09T12:52:00

2006-10-09T17:01:44Z

Yea I'm back. I've been so busy and lazy at the same time. But now that I have a moments, there is much to tawk about.

Taking some time off from store, working now, about to take on another job, rack in the dough, and then maybe move or transfer to another school. But yea, I feel like I made the right decision. And the rents and I are getting along a lot better as a result too.

Been having an awesome time up here, I practically live next door with Dariusz and Bob but I know they don't mind.

Things with Joe have ended, it's sad, but it definitely needed to be done, we're not meant for each other.

I feel awesome. The boy next door and I have been getting closer now and it rocks. I mean, we were best friends last year, and I didn't even think of it as anything more but now, I don't know. We both feel like we're in High School again, lloll. And yea, he COOKS. WELL. It's nice to come home from work at 9pm starving and have a plate of homemade eggplant rollatini waiting for you.

I shroomed Saturday. It was amazing. Steve and I ate them, and then went next door to Dariusz, and I guess he pretty much babysat me because he's done them before and it was my first time. And for the record, stay away from drunk people. They almost fucked my whole shit up. But yea, it was amazing, I felt euphoric and free and the lack of self control was more than refreshing.

I miss Phil and Nick like crazy.

So much laundry but I'm chipper.

2006-08-22T20:54:58Z

Oh man. Just came back from the cruise Sunday. It was so much funnnnnnnnn!

There was like a group of 30 of us, as always. I hung out with most of the cousins (not my cousins), all ranging from 17-28. Parties, drinking, smoking, laughing, meeting new people, piano bars, presidential suite, tyler from hawaii, eric from indiana, joe from the UK, the juggernaut, jamaica, senor frogs, cozumel, carlos and charlies, yard drinks, the crypt, oh man, my brain is going insane just thinking about it.

Ah-mazing.

I can't even sweat the stupid shit at home now, the bitches and the brats and all those fuckin people that don't think before they act or take my feelings into consideration.

Amateur night at the Grind is fun.

And back with the boy for a few more days.

8-23: The Shins: with Joey at McCarren Hall
8-30: Sonic Youth, Ween, The Flaming Lips: with Joey, Joe James, Brittany, Paul, Matt in Pennsylvania

Miss Rachel: Good luck! It's hitting me now. I miss you and we'll keep in touch!

fondu666 @ 2006-08-10T19:09:00

2006-08-10T23:09:09Z

Soooooo good right now.

fondu666 @ 2006-08-07T17:13:00

2006-08-07T21:21:16Z

Miss the boy, he should be back tomorrow, but been having fun and keeping busy.

Interesting new development with a friend, who seems to want it to become more, kind of a weird situation I kind of don't wanna have to deal with.

Went to the beach with John and Jesse Friday night for smokes and a Grateful Dead Tribute Band. Met up with some people, it was fun. Afterwards went to Dana's to meet her roommate from Buffalo, hung out with them, Steve and Garrett. After we left at 2am Steve and I were bored so we drove into the city and fucked around till like 4am.

Saturday, saw Rachy and Sarah for a bit, then party! Thank God all the beer was drank, nice little circle of laughs outside in my backyard, Phil, John, Jesse, Steve, Dana, Mongo, Rachel... Joey and Garrett were there but were being lame for some odd reason.

Sunday, met up with Steve, went to the Spirit Club in the city, no boys for me there, (except for that guy from Italy, pushy as all hell until Steve said something to him in Italian and he ran away), which was fine. Met up with this chick visiting from England and this guy from Texas named Xander, chilled with them the whole night, dancing our hearts out.

Came home exhausted, was lazy the whole day, pics up on webshots shortly.

Things to look forward to:
-Joe coming home
-Sonic Youth in New York
-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
-Going away parties
-Cruise
-The Shins
-Sonic Youth in PA
-Ween in PA
-Flaming Lips in PA

fondu666 @ 2006-08-02T02:05:00

2006-08-02T06:06:05Z

Blah, just burnt the knuckle of the thumb on my left hand. Where I like to wear my cladagh. Of course.

A plump of bears

2006-07-31T20:39:50Z

Party at my house last Saturday. Work fucked shit up, didn't realize I wasn't going to get home till 11pm. But people came anyway and a good time was had.

Made the best wheat bread grilled cheese sandwich the other day.

So many things with the pet store.

Bartended for my other job Saturday. Ah-mazing. MONEYS. Went shopping for some new clothing. Makes a girl happy.

Hanging out with some long-time no sees and stealing awesome musicccccccc.

Boy is good. Or awesome. And great.

I don't know why I bothered to read what I did. But I did it. And I really can't believe that this realization of how I could care less about the friendships came so late. My fault, lloll. I should have made it clearer a long time ago.

And... down 13 pounds since I came home from school. YAY FOR ME!

Amazing things to come:

Sonic Youth (twice)
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Ween
Flaming Lips
Cruise
Parties

fondu666 @ 2006-07-26T02:17:00

2006-07-26T06:22:38Z

Today was awesome. Hung out with Phil, he's so awesome, it's great that we're such good friends. I feel like he keeps me levelheaded sometimes.

Then, went into the city, met up with Rachel and all fun ensued. I needed that so bad and it was so good to have a girl to tawk about everything going on. I hardly have any girl friends ya know? We were going to see Cat Power but she was sold out so we went to Virgin Megastore where the guy from the Moldy Peaches was playing a free set. I never really liked the Moldy Peaches, Rachel and I established they were novelty but he was AWESOME. I need to steal some music or buy a CD. And who doesn't love a free concert?

After that we left and walked around a lot and went down to this little Asian restaurant downtown that she said had punch that was like little drops of heaven.

The sushi was absolutely amazing. We hung out there for awhile, walked around a lot, sat around Washington Square Park, I am so exhausted but I don't fucking care. The day rocked, I was so glad for it.

And more fun to ensue tomorrow hopefully. Besides work. Stupid job.

fondu666 @ 2006-07-20T12:43:00

2006-07-20T16:44:01Z

Last night was fuckin awesome. I missed you guys.

And by the way. Party Foul. I think I'm the wrong person to complain to about not being able to hang out with the girl you wish you were with. I'm not mad, but that's stupid.

fondu666 @ 2006-06-30T11:56:00

2006-06-30T15:56:35Z

Yo numbness... long time no see.

fondu666 @ 2006-06-26T12:59:00

2006-06-26T17:00:27Z

New Job= pretty kewl.

Who doesn't love a segueway?

fondu666 @ 2006-06-22T12:17:00

2006-06-22T16:18:46Z

I can't wait to get rid of all this downtime. I can't wait to have people wait for me, instead of sitting around waiting for people... I need something to do, if I sit around like this all the time, I may go mad.

fondu666 @ 2006-06-21T13:40:00

2006-06-21T17:46:11Z

Oh man, I know this entry is not going to do Bonnaroo justice.

First off, drove all the way down to Tenessee with Joe, Matt, and Derek. Stopped in Salem VA on Wednesday. Next day, drove all the way down to Tullahoma TN, crossed a different time zone.

And then Friday, Bonaroo began!

Oh man, All three days I got my ass kicked, but it was well worth it.

Saw Elvis Costello, Oysterhead, Matisyahu, Sonic Youth, Beck, Radiohead, Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, The Codetalkers, Balkan Beat Box, and The dresden dolls. There are probably more and I can't even remember. We also caught a bunch of acts from a few random bands when we were just waiting around.

Oh and the dresden dolls were amazing and they covered White Rabbit. If anyone knows me, you know how fucking amazing that was for me.

I need to gush some more but right now, I can't think, there's sooooo much! I can't wait to go again next year.

fondu666 @ 2006-06-13T01:32:00

2006-06-13T05:32:35Z

I am so fucking lame. And the self-loathing bullshit begins.

I'm completely insane and I don't know what to do.

fondu666 @ 2006-06-05T02:37:00

2006-06-05T06:53:02Z

So things...

The third year was absolutely great, beautiful flowers, low-key and laidback and full of lovingness.

Bonnaroo!

Yeah Yeah Yeahs and Sonic Youth in August man!

Maybe some kewl free concerts in the city too.

I know I'm in one, but couples seem to annoy me.

My nails look kewl thanx to Val. Seriously, go to her, the girl's got it.

I think leaving all that shit behind and not wasting my time with it any longer was one of the best decisions I ever made. I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner. Viral, viral people man. I just don't get it.

Guitar Hero is lame and fun and makes me feel like a rock star. Oh wait, I am one by default. Ha, my bad.

Great new mix from Rachel. Itching to steal a lot more music soon.

I have the spirit of the 60s in my possession now. Jefferson Airplane makes me feel like an anachronism. Seriously.

Steve is coming home sooooooooooooooooon!

Hung out with John yesterday. It was great. He's doing well, and we I'm glad I got to see him for a little while.

Been keeping in touch with Fatima and Dariusz a lot, even though we're nowhere near each other which is kewl.

My parents have been really lame lately, I can't wait to leave again.

Good times. That is all.

Oh yea, and Derek should come back home.

Oh one more thing: Jimmy + bartending job= one of the coolest things ever.